Tuesday, February 16, 2010
"You're worth more than the planes, I love"
So, where do we start? There's this boy who played a big role in my life for months. I don't know how, I don't know why, but there's something about him that attracts me. At first, I thought he was so annoying and I never can stand him. Well look on the bright side, I did, and I survived. I started to get to know him better, and yeah we fit in pretty well. I don't know where have you been living in if you don't know that he's one helluva vain boy. He literally spends at least half and hour talking 'bout how good he looks in this, how he loves his hair, how he adores his own body. I'm so used to it, so I'll just agree on whatever he blabs about. We've had long conversations on the phone, but that was, months ago.
One of the things I hate about him is, he looks at you for 10 seconds, then he'll start laughing and giving those weird expressions which irritates the hell out of me, or maybe other people when he does it. I don't know. I can't deny the fact that he can be really really sweet to the extend that could make someone puke. That's what I think. But hey, girls do need some flattering, don't they? Girls thinks he has a charming smile, but I don't think so.. Sorry! Sad thing is, I think he changed a lot this year. Which sucks, big time. Maybe because most of the seniors thinks he has a charming smile or something. So, I guess he thinks that he's wanted, in a way or made him feel he was too cool for me now.
Things were never like before, it changed. Like I said, he's cool now. He's been acting like one big jerk lately. He's been saying those vulgar words, and he's been playing around with me. Hurts me so badly. I didn't know that he'd do such things. Hey, I could at least be happy for him since he found a sweeter and prettier girl right? But seriously, you taught me lots of things. Thanks for loving me, thanks for making me happy, thanks for caring, thanks for making me cry, thanks for everything. I appreciate every single thing that did happen. I'll always remember and I don't care if you think Im a high class bitch, a fucker, a slut or anything but one thing for sure, you made me love you. Thank you so much.